Who has control?

I feel like I have control . . . but then I don't. I'm steadily working at the Scotland applications (and there are a lot of them with multiple parts), and though I'm making progress, I don't feel like I'm making them fast enough. It's the lack of speedy communication that makes me feel like I'm lagging behind. I hate having to rely on e-mails because I know I don't always answer e-mails right away, so why should they? It could be next week before I get an answer I need. So frustrating. But, seeing as how it is people in Scotland, I can't just very well call them. Too expensive and the times are so different.

Ugh. No wonder people start this so much earlier than I did.

But I'm still working at it. One day at a time.