Vortex

One thing goes right, another goes wrong. I struggle and strive to make things better for myself and everyone I know, but I just keep failing somewhere. I am on an very imbalanced scale and it keeps dipping against my favor. My efforts keep getting sucked into a vortex and I take two steps backwards for every step forward.

I had a great weekend, only to be found wanting come this morning. I'm back in the vortex.

I'm sorry to those I've disappointed.

Most of all, I'm sorry I'm disappointing to myself.